The Madness/random
A fragment of the Garden of Remembering
You learn by mistakes, mainly. You make a mistake and you kinda have fun doing it, but then you look back and say, hey, there must be a better way.
You learn by mistakes, mainly. You make a mistake and you kinda have fun doing it, but then you look back and say, hey, there must be a better way.
You're twitchy, shaking, and scared. You have the normal fear of not knowing what's going on, but with the virus really fucking the amygdala this is amplified a hundred fold. It's around this time the hydrophobia starts. You're horribly thirsty, you just want water. But you can't drink. Every time you do, your throat clamps shut and you vomit. This has become a legitimate, active fear of water. You're thirsty, but looking at a glass of water begins to make you gag, and shy back in fear. The contradiction is hard for your hot brain to see at this point. By now, the doctors will have to put you on IVs to keep you hydrated, but even that's futile. You were dead the second you had a headache.
